Finally i start blogging again -.-! after erm 3 months? no lar less -.-! where to start, so much things to say/ type where do i start from! hmm, nvm. I just quited clementi ite due to no interest in the course! Some ppl ask me why i quit i had stay there for about half year! I told them since i know i hav no interest in it and i know i cmi in it y waste the 2 years there! Last week also meet out with my bros xD. When to catch a movie and walk around orchard. Boring sia! Now a days busy with my bbdc driving lesson. Tink i need wait next year for my army liao sianz! I always been the middle man for everything! haha! yiming u should know y i said this lols! But in the middle man of the wrong situation -.-! Still the same working at OCS -.-! Nothing much to write le lols! Nothing much to tink about! Oya, any1 hav any problems feel free to call me lol! Love entertaining ppl xD Shall end here with a poem xD! Tc!

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Just for ya

When love is an affliction,
There's not much one can do.
Despite the way you've treated me,
I'm still in love with you.

I am the wave and you the rock
Against which I must break:
Again, again the crushing jolt,
The pain I can't forsake;

Again, again the long retreat
To safety, far from shore,
And then again, I don't know why,
The long trip back for more.

Perhaps it is nostalgia for
A long uncertain glow,
Or just some hope so beautiful
I cannot let it go.

Perhaps it is the need to try
For those who must depend
On who we are and what we do,
For whom this should not end.

What evil makes you hurt me so,
What defect of the heart?
What sense there is no greater whole
Of which you are a part?

What lonely choice that only you
Be served by what you choose?
What hard, hard fear of losing what
It is a gift to lose?

I dream sometimes my waiting love
Has made you turn again.
But you care only for yourself,
And I must love in vain.


I just sit by and watch
As sec/mins/hours/days/months/years passby
I be forever sitting by and watch
Cause i dare not dream again!

Had a song which i found over the web! Share those who view my blog xD!

This song title is Our story by Deestylistic!!

Just for everyone!

"Yeah..yep..I miss you..me too""come on"
[Verse One]
Tears coming down my eyes
So hoping that you'll never lie
Say you'll be there to be by my side
But now you're gone, you left me all on my own
I miss the late night talks and
Your voice on the phone
And the moments we shared can never be replaced
[something] can never be erased cuz
Baby i'm willing to give you all my love
I'm missing you so come back to me and give me a hug
Tell me girl
If you still feel the same
And when youre dreaming at night
You still see my face
And you're missing all those late night talks on the phone
That without me, girl, you feel so alone
Cuz if you don't, and you say you're done
Then all the feelings I had will be all wrong
And it might be true, that cupid doesnt lie
But it doesn't matter now cuz
You're not in my life
[chorus]
So many tears and lonely nights
Now that you're gone and
I still can't believe I had to turn to this song
Missing you with every heartbeat, every second in my life
Wishing I could go back and make everything all right
But youre gone from my heart
You left me [something]
Every second of my life and
I dont understand
Now everythigns lonely, and
Nothing seems right
Everyday sitting, wishing you would come back in my life
[chorus]
I wanna tell you I love you in a special way
Hold your hand and tell you that I love you everyday
Thinking bout that night we were holding hands
I was looking to your eyes with so much romance
So tell me girl, what you wanna do
I'll do everything that you wanna do
Just give me one more chance
To prove myself
That without you in my life, theres nobody else
[chorus]



Lycis so nice =(''




I always there!

Just for ya!

Am I Alone?
by Megan Hance

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.
Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.
I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

Credit by Megan Hance
http://www.netpoets.com/poems/depress/1387001.htm

Just for ya!

I would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea, borne up by each wave as it passes, drawn down by each wave that recedes:
I would empty my soul of the dream, that have gathered in me, I would beat with youe heart as it beats, I would follow your soul as it leads


Sianz =('

So sianz in school so decided to blog -.-! Singapore so boring I wondered how many times have I repected this. Every morning go to school sleep, eat, study, slack, after school go work till late then go home play maple till 1am then zzz. The next day same things happen again! Walao so bored lol. I sometime ask myself why I working ar?
-.-! I also enough money to feed myself haha! But promise susan work long term hah so must tahan lol! Hah I stop here bah there some poems which I wrote myself and some found in the web I never copywrite ar xD. Got giv credit to the person I copy le lolls!

THOUGHT OF THE DAY


WHY WORRY AND HAVE
WRINKLES.
WHEN YOU CAN SMILE
AN HAVE DIMPLES.
IT'S HARD TO BE MAD.
IT'S EASY TO BE GLAD.

Credit by Tamara Thompson


Just for those readers out there xD


At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the mall,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time, we'd
Stand together. Holding hands
as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken, u seem
to ignore, The pain I
have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without u by my side,
I wish we could love each
other like we did that one time.

Bu yao copyright ^_^!
By: Terrence Lim( this not about me wo ) -.-!~


Just for ya

These moments in time are yours,
These two moments are your to keep.
Treasure them
For we must each go along our own paths,
You to your destiny,
I to mine.
The dreams I dream of you,
As I lay awake at night.
Tears flowing down your face,
Rivers flowing down mine,
As we think of our parting,
And reminisce our love.
But always remember,
That I am here, I am here,
I am here in your very beginning.
Our love cannot be forgotten
For I am here, I am here,
Hiding from you.


By: Terrence Lim


God of poems
I still waiting for ya
I still dreaming for ya
I still thinking for ya
I still love ya
I still miss ya
I still ........ ya

Haha back to blogging! Currently in sch dam sianz lar Clementi ITE -.-! For our subject on OFFICE APPLICATIONS, bO teacher teach 1 lols! Every1 so slack while there some others so hardworking hah! For me half half lar half copy half ownself do trade with ppl to copy mah xD
Sianz still working everyday ppl ask me why i so much $$$ still work hah! I ask myself this question i also don know -.-! Sometime i feel that i no time of my own to do things of my own! hah! buay tahan liao if this continues! hah! Last week i bought 4 books from an online friends for $39.80. Not bad le i influence till half of the class want to read the book. Those books titles are Journey, You are here, A Photogenic Life, I believe you!~ If any1 need any of those books inform me xD. Hehe! Many things happen in sch also don feel like bring up if not ltr offend other ppl xD hah! Btw i just came cross some stuff which i feel quiet interesting in the book.

Here it goes!!!


We took a long walk along the beach, glancing out at the sea.The sun had just set, leaving a breathtaking image on the horizon. The currents of the sea slowly devoured the yellow light at the horizon. The tide was high, constantly threatening to push her tip to our feet.We chatted as we walked. Jacky told me more about his childhood and his mother. He said that he felt compelled to help others when he was young due to his father’s death. His father was his hero. I, having nothing to say about any hero, just told him more about Landy. I was about to mention one of Landy’s less desirable habits when he suddenly interrupted.“Can I hold your hand?” he said.I wanted to smile, to jump around in ecstasy and hug him tight, and then kiss him and tell him how delighted I am. However, I did none of the above. I balled my hand into a fist and snorted, “I only allow my boyfriend to hold my hand.”“Can I hold your hand?”I looked away from him, trying to find something to say. “You can’t be my boyfriend. You said that before. You’ve got your… reasons.”“Can I hold your hand?”Now I really felt like punching him. “No. Because only lovers hold hands. And we are not lovers.” Not yet.“Can I hold your hand?”“I am not your girlfriend. I cannot be, because I have this curse, and you’ve got your own reasons.”“Can I hold your hand?“Only if you’re my boyfriend and I’m your girlfriend, then we can.”“Can I hold your hand?”“Remember what you once said?” I bit my lips. I was staring at the ground, my heart beating a lot faster. My body seemed to jerk and I was blinking a lot faster than normal. “If we hold hands, your reputation will be spoilt. I don’t want to do that.”“Can I… hold your hand?” he repeated, this time weaker.I continued walking. This was getting nowhere. I turned to him, ready to scold him aloud when I stopped in my tracks.His eyes were red, and a few drops of tears were rolling off his eyes. He was breathing deeply. For the first time since I had known him, the tough and jovial Jacky was crying in front of me.

And he did not hold my hand. Instead, I held his and wiped off his tears. And as my blinking glistened back to normalcy, tears rolled out of my eyes as well and I jerked harder.We were like two scared, crying school kids who were lost. But when I felt his hand on mine, I felt no fear. Only warmth.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
We locked hands till we reached my house. Throughout the journey, we were silent, as if words had suddenly vanished from our mind. But when we reached my void deck, he released my hand and said, “Joanna, I’m always here. I’m always here, if you ever need me. Here.” He pointed to his heart.This time, I could no longer resist the urge to hug him. I wrapped my arms around him. The tough introvert Joanna was crying for the second time within a span of an hour. “Thanks” that was all I could manage to say.Jacky released me gently and took tissue paper to wipe off my tears. “Remember this. If you ever need me and I’m not around, just wait for me. Because I’ll always be here.”I nodded.“I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight.”I nodded. If he kept on talking, I could flood the void deck with my tears.“Remember: To be happy, you either change the world, or you change your thinking. To be realistic, you have to change your thinking to be happy. But me, I will change the world for you.”I said nothing because my mouth had been choked with my sobbing.Gosh oh gosh. Don’t wake me up. Please, let time reach a standstill now. Right now. Gosh.

Extracted From: You are here =)

Just for those ppl!!

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true...

My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving. I Love You!

Kiss me and you shall see stars, love me and I'll give them to you.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...

You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart... I Miss You!



Just for ya!!!

Here I sit, thinking only of you
Wondering what is to become of us
Understanding all you have been through
Hoping to slowly gain your trust
My heart aches for you, and also I yearn
I want to understand you
In hopes that I will learn
Your unique and special qualities amaze me
Your smile
Your mind
Your voice and its beautiful sound
Your eyes
Your hair
Your ability to cheer me up
When you see that I am down
My feelings for you go beyond that of words
And at first it didn't seem real
But that just taught me a lesson
In doubting what I feel
It seems I dreamed you into life
And the reason for my stare
The bluest sky
The deepest sea
Don't even compare
And thoughts of you
Run through my head
Every hour of the day
I hope that you will understand
Just how I feel about you
I want to be your guiding hand
For all that you go through



What if u ever regreted?
Haha! Stay happy =)

Just for ya!!

IF i knew it would be the last time i hear from you,
i would record each words that you said and reply them throught out!!!

If i knew it would be the last time i saw you,
I would stop and say 'I LOVE YOU' instead of assuming you know i do!!!

If i knew it would be the last time i hug you,
I would rather you not hug me as memories of you will forever appear in my heart!!!

If i knew i would be the last time i kiss you,
I would call you back for just one more!!!

If i knew if would be the last to hold on you,
I would hold you tight no matter what, persuading you not to leave me!!!

If i knew that your love for me has fade away
I would rather not knowing!!!!



Just for you onli!!!!

I was walking down by a road filled with darkness
I was just following a light ray guided by you
Just when i was walking happily following along your guilded ray
A gun shot went off and came right into my heart
I felt nothing, just drop onto the floor
The ray of light disappeared, i felt empty
Once again my life was in complete darkness!!!


Every1 out there to enjoy xD

Tears coming down my eyes
You said that you be there by myside
You never keep your promise
Tell me gal you still be the same
Without you in my life i feel so lonely
So many tears at night
Wishing not to look back at the time
Enjoy listening to every heart beat of yours
Every dance step of yours
And those special things you do
Cause it doesnt matter now cause you not in my life!!!


Falling for the wrong person
Told myself not to by i still did
Its hurts lots =(''

By: Terrence =(' lonely-guardian-angel always be there by urside waiting!!!

Wa so late liao cant sleep hah! so decided to update my blog lols!


Just for everyone out there!!

I sit in the park where i dwell,
For this boy i love so well.
He took my heart away from me,
Now he wants to set me free.
I see a girl on his lap,
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed,
Not a word to mother was said,
Father came home late that night,
He looked at me from left to right.
He saw me hanging from a rope,
He took his knife to cut me down.
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave, Dig it deep,
Dig my grave, From head to feet.
And on the top place a dove.
And remember this, i died for love...


Things ppl afraid of ^_^!!!

When i first saw you?
I was afraid to meet you!

When i first met you?
I was afraid to kiss you!

When i first kissed you?
I was afraid to love you!

But now that i love you?
I am afraid to lose you! =('


Someone who secret in love lols!
hah! jking diao!